Sunday

I am having a hard time sleeping cuz my mind is running. Solving the worlds problems. I've been kinda ugly in my mind about a couple things, mainly related to how I've been sick. I think it's getting better but I don't like being snarky and contemptuous. I want to shake it off.

Elanor has been getting better for a day and then back to sluggish for a day. I started her on antibiotics because I think she has an ear infection. I hope it helps. Her illness has had a couple of positive side effects. I feel closer to her. I realize I really DO like her here with Cindy way better than Day Care (I was thinking Day Care might be good as it is so structured and social) because Cindy is always here for her and offers her more than the day care can. Also, fewer germeys.

I think Erik and I need a couple more days to get over our post illness stuff. Hopefully there will be silver linings there too.

I am still working and schooling. I hope that I can work it out soon to just be in school. That would be SO much better.

Other updates:
Elanor now turns her head to the side when she is done eating in a very determined fashion. She likes The Muppet Show. She lays down on her stomach to read, color and play sometimes. Also in the tub.

I am still working on my pie technique but may give it a rest for a while as I'm trying to turn my illness into a kick start to a better diet.

My garden is doing o.k. but I still need to water more. I'm going to have lots of tomatoes and zucchini soon.