And Yet

You make me feel like garbage
and yet
I want to know how you are

You make me feel worthless
and yet
I'll call out to you

I want to show you mercy
and yet
I want you to know I'm hurt

I want to give you grace
and yet
I want your apology.

You say you are my friend
and yet
You have nothing for me

You say you care for me
and yet
You horde your time and words

I am angry and frustrated
and yet
I will give you space and time

I am fed up and over it
and yet
I'll be here if you call